HELP?

Still getting bothered over whether I get promoted or demoted . I really need to go up to SecondaryTwo Express.
Did a lot of thinking when I was sleeping , I didn't even study for my EOY .
Cause I don't even have the time . I was helping my mother all day .
Really regretted , how I wished I turned back time .
Yeah, and thinking about Sunday cell group .
I shared my testimony about having a GREAT sister that GOD really gave me .
I actually cried, didn't know why, but , if God didn't send down ErJie to me ,
I would still be very what , I did really change a lot since Primary school .
I could remember how what , how unreasonable I was that time.
Without ErJie, I would be very bad.
Now, I know a lot people don't like me , mostly because the reason I am the class chairperson.
I have to do my duty, I have to do the things I have to do, causing people to dislike me .
But I really never regretted being a councillor . I'm serious,
I really thank God for this chance .
Though I'm like a loner in school, I still have Church.
THE PEOPLE THERE ROCK !
Anyway, bored, it's 12.38a.m .
I am not going to sleep CAUSE I SLEPT FOR 5 HOURS JUST NOW .
bye ,
12.39a.m, 9 October .
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY DYLAN!!!!!